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Even When He Is Silent...

"I Believe In Love"

How long will my prayers seem unanswered?
Is there still faith in me to reach the end?
I'm feeling doubt I'm losing faith
But giving up would cost me everything
So I'll stand in the pain and the silence
And I'll speak to the dark night

I believe in the sun even when it's not shining
I believe in love even when I don't feel it
And I believe in God even when He is silent
And I, I believe

Though I can't see my stories ending
That doesn't mean the dark night has no end
It's only here that I find faith
And learn to trust the one who writes my days
So I'll stand in the pain and the silence
And I'll speak to the dark night

I believe in the sun even when it's not shining
I believe in love even when I don't feel it
And I believe in God even when He is silent
And I, I believe
No dark can consume Light
No death greater than this life
We are not forgotten
Hope is found when we say
Even when He is silent

I believe in the sun even when it's not shining
I believe in love even when I don't feel it
And I believe in God even when He is silent
And I, I believe.

-Barlow Girl-




Hope.  Gratefulness.  Conviction.  Are the feelings ushered in when I hear this song.  Birthed from the excruciating writings... left by a soul within the walls of a Concentration Camp..a human spirit that can only be described as incredible.  We don't know anything more of this person.  No one knows if he survived.  All we know is that in his weakest, darkest moments his heart overflowed with faith and love...despite the atrocities that surrounded him.  Engraved in a wall where evil had abounded... remains the haunting words of truth, love, and life as a testimony for us all.  The choice is ours.  Will we become bitter or better due to the hand we were dealt?  In the end...we choose.  I choose to believe!
 

 
Until then...
Jessie  

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  1. UnknownMarch 1, 2011 at 8:40 AM

    I love this song so much! This part especially:

    "No dark can consume Light
    No death greater than this life
    We are not forgotten
    Hope is found when we say
    Even when He is silent"

    That is so incredible. I might just go write it down on a card and put it in my Bible. <3

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